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It's been almost an yr for not signing on to xanga. ><
It's good to be back. And in the meantime, I want to share my mood with you, as you seen on the bottom.
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| When did become so desparate now. How hard is it to avoid him & ignore his calls?
It's just that hard, when he barely calls, unless weekends comes. This is just as complicated as disputing weather egg comes first or the chicken. His friends and strangers has thought we're together, but in reality, nothing is really going on, just friends that are more considerate to me than his best friends. Don't knw if this is going to wrk out btw us. Is this all Jenny's lil imagination and playing all the not necessary role, or is he also feeling the same way as me too? Its been said for months that he is going back to China for the new year, the New Year, his bday, and valentine's day he'll be gone. This Christmas has already booked ^^, then later these day as well for BJ-ing & shopping. Like wat Kelly said, he doesn't have a target for your next destination? Its' just not like him at all. Probably Millinnium is too usual b/c we been go there since I knew him, so hard for him to decide where he wants to go for fresh start. Later on Sunday, after I ate in Flushing Mall with him, i brung him to the lady I knwn for the crystal store, where he never been to, after that, we went to TJ MAx, target, then, to the Movie to watch "August Rush" , after that, Millinnum to eat Chicken Parmeson Hero. Yum.. It's been a blast weekend. Things are not said just yet, for pass saturday, I had to wrk at the Restaurant, then after that, went to buy ice cream and cram to get to World Book Store, KTV. It's also his friends' bday. It was fun, but very tiring tho. Days end there, for next day, we kept in contact online and were asked out again. Excuse my long diary, but this is for my future reference when I look back on my little sweet days. | | |
| New Life, Better Than Ever!!
Even tho these few months I've been suffering from memories, but today is all better.
He is not stupid at all, hehe.
Looking into the future, I knw for sure there's an chemistry in both relationship :D
so happy for us ^^
一ㄍ少男殺手, 一ㄍ有中年<成就>殺手
and of course, i'm not the 少男殺手 ~ happy sigh.
Now, both are leaving for China, we're gonna be lonely ><.
Me, longest, 2 months, Her, half month.
Both of our relationship are so alike, but I'm envy her the most b/c he is more passionate than mine.
明顯又主動, 我ㄉ謹慎又忙 ~
現在有了msn希望能多多了解而不要在冷漠我了
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| 因緣真ㄉ很恐怖
那時跟xx沒連絡將近幾ㄍ禮拜後，不知不覺中他卻悄悄ㄉ回到來
本來說ㄊ手機一掉，把ㄊ計時通一散，就可以徹底ㄉ忘掉ㄊ，但想ㄉ太天真ㄌ
已經下定很大ㄉ決心及勇氣要開始放棄，思想者ㄉ同一天下午
忙者忙者突然有ㄍ未接電話顯示．．．回撥，沒通 ＜心想算ㄌ＞
沒多久手機響起，一接，以前熟悉ㄉ關心語氣發起，那種期待即興奮ㄉ心情來ㄌ
我想，又要受苦了。 ＜ＯＳ：喜歡但對我來說一但夢幻破滅，在ㄝ回不來ㄌ，的確如此＞
那天唱ｋ看到ㄊ時，挺開心ㄉ，但感覺很累
到時沒多想就想一切結束ㄌ，哥一提起，心軟ㄌ，自尊心不見後，我又興奮ㄉ打給ㄊ了
那一次卻發現，我ㄉ喜歡已漸漸ㄉ成為好朋友ㄉ關心罷了，捨麼都不是。
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為啥我會說是很恐怖ㄉ因緣呢，因為．．．．
上面提過，只要我下定決心要跟那ㄍ人從喜歡降為朋友時，我會先把對方ㄉ一切聯絡方
式消失後，等心情調好完在，有辦法ㄉ情況下從新聯絡對方。
那時，自從ㄊ從ＬＡ回來把在ｋㄉ地方給辭掉後，線上 its the only way for us to 聯繫對方，因為ㄊ手
機一ㄍ月前就掉ㄌ。
好啦 ～ 有一次，tommy ㄉ生日，壽星想去原來ｋㄉ地方唱歌。在訂ㄉ過程中， 我是以 XXㄉ朋
友來訂因為只有那樣ㄊ們才知道是誰更何況，那是老闆娘叫我那樣說ㄉ。
留下ㄌ名子跟電話後，一切就順起自然。
突然那ㄍ莫名ㄉ號碼打來 ～ 終於接後ㄊ跟我說，ㄊ又從回到那ㄍ地方上班ㄉ第一天看到一ㄍ
很熟悉ㄉ名字及電話在牆上，問候，人們說是ㄊ朋友打來，因為好奇，打來給我只是想確認而以
好死不死ㄉ就是上第一天ㄉ班，又看到我名＆電話，我們又聯繫上ㄌ。
我想：終於下定決心肯放棄ㄊ的第一天，無形之中ㄉ因緣又接上，心卻被動搖
但到時才發現，那ㄍ被搖動ㄉ心不在是以前那種感覺。
不是因為我變心，是因為一定我ㄉ夢幻被破碎，在ㄝ回不來ㄌ。
現在。。。只有好朋友才可以形容現在我兩ㄉ關西，請誤擔心！
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最近嘞，除ㄌ那ㄍ事以外還有一件值得一提那就是．．．．．．．
．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．另一ㄍ他。
他就是我ㄉ前輩拉 哈哈哈。
是前輩但又是好朋友ㄉ感覺所以不覺得有距離感
ㄊ........ 好聰明好聰明，有智慧，創意，生意頭腦，細心，貼心，禮貌，有責任感．．．
滿欣賞他ㄉ ～ ㄊ是我認識第二ㄍ最可以 look up to the 人.
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| Living for me now, not b/c of....
It's all about work. >< I wanna thank my small Doctor (Dr.Park) for listening to me & Noong (sister) ~
Wat a joke I made to myself.
Since things are dying dwn btw us, now I'm focusing on work, nothing more unless.... Well, now, lookin forward to next saturday, 22nd ^^
Don't knw wat to do nor to go...
Whom shall I invite??? Those that complains for not invitin them, which is not true, I've ask them to come, now they're busy.
Oh wells. Maybe not many ppl this time. Let things die dwn once awhile.
Maybe just invite some close friends, just few of ours, arcade in the afternoon, then chilling at my house for movies late at night. If that won't work, either K or Pool house or.... clubbing.
I knw I should do the Food party at my house, problem is, who's gonna cook for us??? My dad, no, he have to work & Tommy, he is in Connecticut ><
Ke Ke, I want some STEAK!!! Homemade steak. drool ~ | | |
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